Well hello there! I know I haven’t wrote anything in almost two months. For anyone who has been wondering where I’ve been, well I’ve been working, trying to figure out who I am and what I want to do with my life. I’m almost 25 years old. Five years ago, I thought I’d be in college and working my way to a bachelors degree in business. I thought that once I got out I’d be on my own, living my own life. I thought I’d be doing what I wanted to do and living on my own. Clearly, that has not happened at all. I’m working at a job I NEVER imagined I’d be doing and incredibly unhappy with my life. I’ve accomplished absolutely nothing that I wanted to do.
I see all the people that I went to school with graduating college, starting a career, traveling around the country and to other countries. I see them starting families and buying their first home. I have not managed to even do one of those things. Last year would have been the year that I graduated from college.
I was only able to complete one year of college at Campbell University here in North Carolina. I was forced to drop out after my first year due to lack of money. Financial aid barely covered one third of the cost of the year. After I wasn’t able to go back to Campbell I’ve tried 3 different times to get into UNCG, and a local community college. All of which have failed. Every time I’ve tried to go back something has gone wrong, something stopped me from going back to school and working towards the goals I’ve set up in my head since I was a little girl. I’ve always dreamed of going to college and starting my career.